because it's good?: Archive

wishlist

what would you do if you were given 100 million dollars to spend? I for sure, would get some new clothes, new gadgets, invest, a sweet holiday or maybe… 1. donate a large fraction to a few deserving charity causes 2. improve housing condition for certain areas, with lifts on every floor in every block in sg 3. increase the cap from $10,000 to $100,000 to each school in singapore who needs...

Jun 9th

i mean seriously

i mean why bother disseminating work when you and i know it won’t be done your bloody way. do it all by yourself why don’t you? seriously. that will save a hell lot of trouble for the both of us. me especially. =] mdir.

Jun 4th

adulthood

when i was young, i secretly hated school for the constant chiding and talk-down from adults. and i disliked that so much so that i couldn’t wait to be an adult because i believe, when you’re on the same level, such “immaturity” will NEVER happen. boy was i wrong. like oh so very, very wrong. what happened to discretion? what happened to respect? does everyone lose all...

May 19th

motivation schmotivation

one of the biggest questions i ask myself every single day is…what in the world is my fucken motivation to wake up and go to work. before i drowned myself into full time work, i used to warn myself - never find a job that motivates me only when the bank account gets topped up. however, that is the sad truth now. i miss waking up and be all excited to do what i’m supposed to do. ...

May 8th

baddies, meanies

i have always respected villains and when i was young and watching cartoons (still do), i secretly root for the bad guys. as weird as it (or me for that matter) may sound, i constantly question, what’s the worst that could happen when the bad guy wins because even in good times, there is sadness, so why can’t there be happiness during gloomy hours? so seriously yeah the bad guy wins...

Apr 28th

disgust

excuse me. i think you’re an idiot. but is there an even greater moron lurking inside? =] mdir

Apr 17th

yet another one

dear tumblr, why do i visit you whenever i feel like crap? why are you letting me do this to you? you’re so cool and i’m not. so fucken not. world-championship-loser, mdir.

Apr 7th

i wanna go. i wanna.

i’ve made up my mind. i want to go to these countries. mongolia, tibet, denmark and sweden. and i shall do it all by myself. mdir

Mar 24th

the devil and the deep blue sea

sometimes i truly wonder…which is worse? a bad student or a bad teacher? someone who takes things as it is or someone who reads in too deep? mdir

Mar 18th

es-ca-pe

any length of freedom, short or long should be fully savoured. i’m getting my break for five days and how sweet will each moment be. =] mdir

Mar 11th

dancing with myself

i need to put an end to all this. the healthy way of course. mdir

Mar 4th

it all comes down

whenever anyone blogs twice or more in a day, usually, that person is either bored or extremely frustrated. and at this point now, i’m feeling both. so yup. this is getting way too heavy for me. i am gonna break soon. this - “dcwnwxapow1!!#R-4DFSDF#&&!!” pretty much sums up the contents in my mind and heart right now. =] mdir

Mar 3rd

appreciation

it is amazing what a simple “thank you” or “well done” can do to someone. spread the good word. mdir.

Mar 3rd

lethargy

never have i been this tired before in my life. no demanding physical challenges or emotionally draining acts that i have put myself through all my life have sucked so much more energy than this. i think i’ve reached that point where i need to be saved. is somebody even listening to all this? =] mdir

Feb 25th

why?

honestly….i’ve never encountered something so stupid yet terribly funny before. retardation and idiocy exist in the best person after all. mdir

Feb 24th

anger

am i meant to live in annoyance? yes? no? then why am i surrounded by idiots?! incompetent idiots who don’t deserve their well-paying jobs! fuck =] mdir

Feb 10th

change

is it ok for me to give up everything that i had stood for just to be different?

Feb 9th

i

i am turning twenty-seven this year and honestly, i do not feel or to a certain extent, act my age as well. mdir

Jan 30th

it's oh so

peaceful. and i’m totally loving this tranquility and so enjoying it while it fucken lasts. mdir

Jan 20th

so far so bad

ok. it has been a week and a half or so since i came home. back to work and back to reality. which truly, isn’t a pretty picture. i have officially started my year with paying debts but on the flipside, i am happy cuz i believe that i deserve every single overpriced apparel that i bought in japan and in hong kong. happy 2009 to you mdir woot woot! mdir

Jan 12th

last day

at where i am right now, i’m slowly making way into what would be considered the last day of 2008. as i sit and chat with friends from back home via msn, it’s hard for me not to think back and ponder what exactly have i done in 2008 that will make me oh so fucken proud of myself. (oh wow it IS 31st Dec 2008, which also means HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAM!!!) anyhoos, one of the things that...

Dec 30th

it fucken had to

ok….just when i’m leaving for my hols tomorrow evening…my fucken camera had to fucken die. it just fucken had to. and where the hell are my bloody cigarettes. where? mdir

Dec 21st

ho hum

it has been a super duper long while since i have posted anything longer than 400 words. however, though i have an idea of what to rant about, as usual, i don’t know what to begin with. i guess i can start to be all reflective. ho hum. ok 2008. probably the most unexpected year of my life. why? after uni last year, i was so sure and clear of what my days would be like but alas, those were...

Dec 18th

shopping list

flying to the land of the rising sun on tuesday and i’m getting myself some of these: . discipline . a braver heart . a fuck-do-i-care attitude mdir

Dec 17th

Dec 16th

fly

nothing excites me more than an impending flight. and i’m talking about two different flights here. sweet. mdir

Dec 11th

crazy

loneliness makes one do the funniest thing now doesn’t it? mdir

Dec 7th

Dec 2nd

rock solid

the post has got nothing to do with the title really. i was just feeling the phrase “rock solid”. anyways. it’s friday. mdir

Nov 28th

whoppee.

i have a tumblr. and i think it’s way cooler than my blog. wheeeeeeee……….. happy. happy. happy. mdir

Nov 27th