at where i am right now, i’m slowly making way into what would be considered the last day of 2008. as i sit and chat with friends from back home via msn, it’s hard for me not to think back and ponder what exactly have i done in 2008 that will make me oh so fucken proud of myself. (oh wow it IS 31st Dec 2008, which also means HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAM!!!)
anyhoos, one of the things that i’m truly proud of myself is how i have not lost myself albeit the plastic fantastic working condition. though i do, once in a while get sucked into the aesthetic abyss, i successfully bring myself out of it with the help of family and friends who constantly remind me (direct and indirectly) that i do not need to please people as i am wonderful like tht. so to you people i thank you for making my days worth living.
as for 2009, despite being in debt due to massive shopping in hong kong and japan, i eagerly await what it will be like. honestly, i am afraid of what it can become but all i’m hoping for is, that it will be better than 2008. i want to be a better person. i know i can be and this time i will.
so here’s to an enchanting 2009.
mdir
